The life and times.......

So this is going to be way way to much information but oh well. My cold is no better. I have massive great big green bits coming out of my nose. I have those same bits coming out of my mouth. I am not talking about bits of phlegm I am talking green goo that you can buy your children at the toy shops. It is disgusting. That toothache I thought I had? Well we are thinking it is sinus pain as it is high up on my cheek bones and then works it way down to my jaw, near my ear. It hurts to chew, it hurts to jump up and down or put my head down. In short I am going to the doc tomorrow. Mum's orders. I only have one day off this week. (long story that I will tell later when I can be bothered.) So tomorrow I plan to do stuff all. I am really tired as well because I wake up about 3 and then can't get back to sleep. Being unable to breathe properly could have something to do with that.

Went out to dinner with Karen, her sister and a few of their friends, some I know some I don't. What was nicer than the dinner was the fact that Karen invited me. That she wishes to include me in her life. She is really my only friend and whether she knows it or not I love her to bits! Dinner was nice. I chatted heaps to her sister, with whom I get on really well with. And it was just a nice night out.

Another thing that has been happening is Lachlan had another eye appointment yesterday. Mum and dad took him as I am now a working mum! The decision is now he will not have his eye operated on. So pleased about that. However his eye is not getting better so he is going to have drops in his eye twice a week for up to the next two years. That was opposed to have a patch over his eye for a few hours each day. The drops only go in his left eye. It makes it very hard to see out of that eye so his brain has to make the right eye work. So basically there is nothing wrong with his eye, it is just his brain is slack and won't make it work. It should be fixed by the time he is 9. It is going to be a pain in the bum but better than a patch. And certainly better than an operation.

And the B update. I heard nothing last night. I did however get a txt today saying really sorry about last night but I had to work late and only found out at the last minute. Now yes I am thinking the same as you. Well why didn't you call, when you got home mister. Or txt and say that. Or at the very least answer my txt. After consulting a couple of girls at work, (of varying ages lol) do not answer this txt. See what his next txt says. That is the decider. Explain to him that what he did was shit. I will not go for it again. Take it from there. No second chances. All I can say is that it feels like Jay all over again. My defences are right up there. I know what I am like. I fall for all the soft and gooey stuff. So because I know what I am like I will not allow myself to fall a second time. I am on high alert! But so far there has been nothing else. I really just want to email him and say well if you do in fact really want to get to know me more, you would call etc. But I will refrain. Instead I will put my poor dying body to bed and be depressed that there is no one to tuck me and ask if him I am ok. There is no one to care how I feel other than my mum. Parts of my life truly and ruley suck at times. And yes I am 10! lol.