well well well

I am feeling pretty good today. (eating to much still but we will brush that aside for the minute) I think it is the fact that although the contact is spasmodic and not real committal the fact that I have heard from J means he is slightly interested. It means that I have the power. I was prepared to walk away. I did not make the first move back to contact him, he did. Therefore I have the power. How sick does that sound though? Sounds awful that I have the power. But lol I am liking it.

Add to that the fact that G is interested in getting down and dirty with me is also a little boast for my confidence. Mind you I bet he wishes he never ever ever said this to me as I throw it back in his face a lot. He once said to me "any sex is good sex!". What a man comment. Still, I have something he wants and it is up to me whether he gets it or not. Ok sure I doubt it will upset him to much if I said no but the power is going to my head........ (insert evil evil laugh here!)